hey.
one of my mice gave birth today when i wasn't home. and it was too late when i got home because she had killed all 4 of them because she felt threatened with other mice in the box. i feel so guilty for not noticing that she was pregnant although i did dote on her the most among all of them. it was heart wrenching just looking at all four dead babies in my hand; i felt like a murderer. sigh. a moment of silence please.


finally handed in econs and finance individual project. though added together, they weren't as tedious as OTQM but i still haven't slept properly in ages. i feel like my heart has been left somewhere but i dont know where and i can't find it.. once again, im alone.