So today was a pretty bad day. Trying hard to count my blessings but it's a tad hard with all the shit that's been going on.

I hate having scars from whatever. And right now my legs look abysmal. Shoes can't even cover the scars. :( I have legs only joshy would love. Haaaaaah.

Have been feeling under the weather. But I always do when exams are coming. :/ Feeling better already though my throat really hurts. Sore throats are the worst cos you can't eat -_- at least IMO.

Almost forgot I had to work tomorrow cos it wasn't on the schedule but I made a swap w yizhen. thank god she reminded me about it.

I hate quarreling with anybody. When the anger dies down I just feel like I was mean (which I probably was) and then I have this urge to apologise and let people step all over me again. It's an illness. I actually can't stand it when people are mad at me. Keeps me up all night so if any of you ever wanna irritate the hell out of me or just watch me shrivel and die in a pool of guilt, please do just ignore me when I'm mad at you.

Random but I just wanted to feel like I was having a conversation. Yes, very sad okay bye.

Freedom isn't always what I thought it would feel like. I think I subconsciously like my mother to be busy around the house and nag and my dad to just be cracking jokes here and there. I miss coming home even more when the house is empty. Like this need to fill it up temporarily.