okay i was so bored i decided to change my fuckin old blogskin. and yet, no progress in OTQM.

"All I need is the air i breathe and a place to rest my head."
OneRepublic

(scroll over the quote above!! there will be a cat haha so cute!)
kinda true isn't it? that's all we need to survive. relationships, drama - all extra. though some money and food would be nice.

can't wait for holidays to come. i can finally work and earn some money. that ought to get my parents off my back for abit. sometimes i feel like they are smothering me. sometimes is an understatement.

p.s i love you bff!
p.p.s i think i lost my knack for blogging ):

it's not funny anymore.

feeling extremely angsty right now cos I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DO FUCKING OTQM.

people lie about the stupidest things.

just occurred to me that i haven't been staying up till the wee hours of the morning anymore. like right now i'm fucking tired but i have no choice cos i need to study and i wasted like half the week away already. can't wait for june hols. finally can stay up doing something i wanna do.

always makes me tear (:

i love waking up to a new day. cos you can just ignore everything that happened the day before. so here i am!! top form again!! :>

yet again i have to pretend like i am okay and it was all just a joke. i wonder how many similar incidents there were in my life. SHIT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME.

SERIOUSLY, WHERE IS MY FUCKING ANGEL.

AWWWWW THE WORMS MAKE ME SMILE HAHAHAHA DID YOU SEE THE WAY IT CLAPPED ITS HANDS AT THE END HAHAHAHA. fucking cute!!

wah fuck, got to stop emoing over things that are of the past or things that have yet to come. focus on the present babyyyyy however dismal it may be.

if i tell you, its over.

hi there.
this is the n^th time I've alighted a bus to vomit. damn i really think something is seriously wrong with me. can't be motion sickness right. its so hell annoying luh i srsly thought i was gonna vomit on the bus and i was already thinking of my great escape. ugh. it was even more embarrassing to vomit by the road side. i could have bet that at least ONE person was thinking if i were pregnant. hurhurrr.

school's finally out. CA results were out today too. so hell upset with it. i got a C. HELLO A C GRADE HOMFG. though i did get A for the other 2 but a C. HOMFG. fuck otqm upside down man. it's such a fucked up guys topic that girls just don't get. sigh.

taught ffffff MA after school. amazed i could still remember the core topics. hope he does well! on the very bright side, awkward silences are finally all gone and we are completely back to normal friends. i've waited for this day to come since forever. dark times DO pass. :>

attended my cousin's wedding last night. it was really one of those occasions where you get caught in the moment and you fast forward to the future to see how your own wedding would be like, who you would invite, where it would be and stuff. spectacular. how i yearn to find a romantic husband :>

alrighty. later.

the sunrise gives me hope, the sunset gives me memories.

past few days have been occupied with WOW (world of warcraft, yes i know people play that when they are in secondary school), worrying about exams but not taking action, and bitch public transport. sigh, how i loathe public transport. yes next week will be intensive studying week. because I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE. fuckkkk. super worried for this exam. okay. gotta run, playing wow HAHHAHAHAHAHA BYE

nothing out of the norm has been occurring in my life. just catching up with terry, crying over spilt milk and feeling really worried for my exams. no sign of things taking a good turn and high expectations met with higher disappointments again. why oh why?

“Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It’s for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.”

(via dirtylittlestylewhore)

moving on to a new chapter in life.
but something's keeping me from smiling.
i bet you are thinking whats new.
well then.

"no news is good news" can be read in the optimist's way such that receiving no news about someone, is considered good news. or the pessimist's way such that no news received is ever good news. hm.

how does one not love such cute mice?

in order: adrien, sam and fandy. HAHAHAHA.

here's fandy. its the one that gave birth hahahahhahahaha.
haha, adrien psyched me into trying to put them on my hand. wasn't hard actually. and their bites are TOTALLY harmless. damn cute. (:

finally handed in the last project. need to start studying for exams already. THREE SIGHS FOR EXAMS. HIPHIP SIGH.. hiphip...... somehow i feel guilty just taking a break now even though projs just ended. hmmm its a sign that i know shit about whats going on.

i feel heavy hearted, yes again. but no idea why. anyway had a good phone chat with nphua last night. like after 8293820328 years. omg his spoken english is so fluent now. jealous. hmm. he gave me some things to think about.

ya anyway bye. think i'll go watch tv.

i miss being pampered.