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went town after school to watch movie and eat today! [22/1/2010]
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONNIE, LOVE YOU!

shokudo.


single and available. call 1800-14..................... hahaha



never understood how people can drink this Macha shit!


we were seeing whose nose sharper HAH



grilled chicken ballz with wafu cream sauce HOMG its damn nice. eh sam added the chilli stuff, comes without.


malicorne's rice. letting you see how huge it is.


ohohoh we watched Law Abiding Citizen. very clever show, but pretty gory though they didn't show much of the gory parts cos according to malicorne its PG. hurhur. but worth it, go watch!


[20/1/2010]
i had to walk this never ending path to the 'nearby' hongkong cafe.





i like how the veges look here. so clear haha.



sam's french toast soaked in your favourite ingredient - oil.


my beancurd skin thing!! <3


child...... hahahaahah



blatant pollution!!


met joycey at douby after that.

bought jonnie's present then went town to meet him.



there's a reason why i'm smiling so happily. hahahahahah


im fascinated.





quite chillax for jonnie's birthday luh. hope you liked your surprise! <3

i conclude that korean is really hard to learn. until now after listening to the song like a thousand times i still catch no ballz. and i need to force myself to remember not to press 1 when i enter from the 1st floor when in actual fact i wanna go to the 6th. really damn alot of times i pressed 1 then just stand there and wait only realising olike 5 seconds later. sigh, no one's watching me from the stupid CCTV. pfffft...

did i mention i love my camera alot. even though it looks battered its still something i bought with 100% my own money and it never lies. :] and hello, its purple!! i think i am actually really girly inside. heheehee. oh yea, this reminds me, i went for job interview today hahaha. pffft. don't ask me how it reminded me ._. was totally late for school after that. don't know how im gonna get to sch on time if i work.

my heart aches has been working up again. literally haha. think i took the healthy path for awhile and now im totally sliding back to unhealthy again. ughhhhh. nevermind, i shall walk to school at a faster pace everyday, work that heart of mine.


i miss my grandpa so much. i wanna hug him.

strawberries that i ate two days ago :]

awww i have so many photos to upload hahaha. shall do em tomorrow. anyway i have been really happy lately. i guess. i think so. at least i don't remember being unhappy! improvement. :]

have been thinking a lot about how life. hm can't say much here and i know that it will pass so i wish for God to fast forward time, just a little bit will do. till i heal. guess it wont be long.

ohohhohohohohhh im done watching You're Beautiful :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] HEHEHE. okay typical teenage kinda love plot but IM A SUCKER FOR IT HAHAHA. okayokay i need to sleep now. hate being late for MA lessons cos she's always starts class so punctually. pfft. bye!!!

&if you had to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cos your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.

OKAY im quite upset that i've been so lazy since the start of this sem! so after i finish the korean show 'You're Beautiful' i'm going to start on projects and start revising for exams alrdy. HAHAHAHA HAHAHAAHAHA OK MAYBE A LITTLE EARLY FOR EXAMS. PROJECTS PROJECTS!!

anyway tonight was my first -did i mention also my last?- time eating a McDonald's Mega Mac.

i gotta say......wtfffff man. firstly the packagaing was like.... .... so messy. okok get this - the burgers, veg ans beef weren't even ALIGNED. looked like they were trying their luck and tossing the layers into the box from 3 feet away. did i mention the lettuce strips look like rejects from the fresh batches and the beef. oh god, the cow must have been anorexic. im still in the process of eating the curly fries and something liquid spurts out of the fries everytime i take a bite. please dont let it be oil, please dont let it be oil..

my life sucks luh everyday a new secret is created and i have to keep it. PFFFFT. im going to *BOOM BAH* soon.

ohohoh and joycey and i are gonna go out and celebrate jonnie's birthday with him tmr. excited! :]

i'm pretty damn good at doing nothing at all. cos that's what i've been doing since i got home and that's my reward for handing in both indiv. projects on time hehe.
anyway i was so hungry and desperate that i wound up eating strawberries. and i gotta say, WOW, didn't fill my stomach one bit.

at an alcoholic rehabilitation center...
guy: so Homer, i see you finally hit rock bottom
homer: no way, i can sink wayyyy lower

HAHA. anyway im required to make an advertisement for mkting group project. how sial, i dont even know how to make a video. and im guessing neither does my group hahaahha. zzzzzzzz
okay im gonna start thinking of the project nw. while watching You're Beautiful and Simpsons. byeeeee!

jonnie cheer up! <3

I wonder what happens when you offer yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.

http://princessoftheworld.tumblr.com

wow, i am typing my marketing report, reading my marketing notes, searching for relevant information on the net for my report, looking at job websites, eating love letters, looking at hotel and air fare websites and chatting at the same.

damn, im good.

:]] i think we all need a big brother figure in our lives.
for me its weijie. everytime i have a real prob he always knows what to say to push me to do it or to dissuade me. thnks! ♥

i feel like shit.

you know what?
in my life, there have been people who think i'm slow, know nothing, have bad english, have attitude problem, can never win in an argument. and the list of negativity goes on.

firstly, seriously, bad english? thats like the thing i take into offence the most. because the person who thinks i have bad english has like fucking worse english than me. by alot. and this person always debates with me and seriously always thinks he's right. and everytime i just keep quiet when people debate/argue with me also. they always think i'm too dumb to argue back and i know that inside they are smirking. but you know what, if i bothered to think of something to say back to you you would be cowering behind your inflated egos. as for bad english, im insulted. i owe it to my parents for speaking good english to me my whole life which is why i will never let it go if people say my english is bad. srsly, that person has like fucking big guts to say that.

secondly i may appear to know nothing when you guys are talking but DO YOU HONESTLY BELIEVE I AM THAT NAIVE. im so tired of people saying i know nothing just because i know little about the topic you are discussing. like you know everything about the whole world? if something doesnt interest me, it just wont. its that i know nothing, i just cant be bothered to read it up or i cant be bothered to input because its such a boring topic i rather run circles in my head. knowing something i don't doesnt make you any smarter than me because i believe i know tons of things that you don't either.

so you know what? say what you want. can't help it if my actions are slow, no ones asking you to move at my pace either. i tend to answer slowly because i like to think of what i shld say before i actually say it. habitual. i move slowly cos moving fast just doesnt work for me. dont see a point in rushing through life. don't understand why people like to comment on others when they are fucking imperfect themselves. at least i have the decency to know what to say and what not to. no i don't care if youre being honest because no one asked for your opinion. yea, srsly. whatevers.

I HAVE BEEN THINKING FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT ABOUT HOW TO GO ABOUT DOING MY MARKETING PROJ AND I STILL HAVEN'T THE SLIGHTEST CLUE. :((((((

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my dad's Facebook Info.

College: Unusual University '80
High School: Very High '70
Employer: Bad Company

the cutest, really.

the living years.

awwww this song always makes me tear! especially this part:
"I wasn't there that morning
When my Father passed away
I didn't get to tell him
All the things I had to say

I think I caught his spirit
Later that same year
I'm sure I heard his echo
In my baby's new born tears
I just wish I could have told him in the living years"

super meaningful and it kinda sends you on a guilt trip when you look back at how you disobeyed and ignored your parents huh.

anyway i hate it when i buy takeaway drinks/food and they don't give me straws or spoons to consume it. wtf, if i wanted to eat with my hands i would have become an indian........(eh, this is not racism, its a fact right.)

i asked my parents if losing our friends is part of the process of growing up. i didn't really get a definite answer but i wouldn't want it to happen to me. my dad said the only time you know if you have friends is at your funeral and by that time it wouldn't matter anymore. loooooool.

sometimes i wonder if there's really not enough time to complete work or do people just like to leave it to the last minute to complete. if youre the type that like to leave stuff to the last minute then srsly i dont think you even have a right to complain when the time comes and you have to stay up super late or even forgo your sleep for it.

i should stop being so guai lan right. dont like this dont like that hahahaha!

sometimes i can have a verbal diarrhea but right now i really find it hard to cough up 125 words for my stupid assignment.

okay it just occurred to me that i have not updated for a few days so here goes.

would be rather busy these days because they pushed forward all the assignment dates so that it doesnt clash with CNY or something. so by 10th feb all assignments would be handed up already. thats less than a month for 6 assignments. 2 indiv 4 group. quite a feat. sigh not looking forward to the next few weeks at all.
on a happier note, i am not lost for managerial accnting yet, thank god.

aww i know i seem v antisocial now but i rly wasn't like that for the better half of my life zz. somehow along the way i just lost interest in communicating with people thats all. i feel that i do not need to make any more new friends cos i have enough good ones to last me a lifetime. not that i would reject people as friends if they are easy to get along luh but everything just seems so.. i dont know. maybe im living my life on the edge, being on my guard all the time and its tiring but i cant stop. ahh

sentosa yst. suntanning was a total flop cos the sun decided that it shld take a rest. pfft. sometimes people tell me that im thinking too much but trust me, most of the time i'm always right when i think that something is how it is. its just a matter of time before you see im right.


k HR indiv due tmr! and marketing next mon. shit, i know shit about marketing. sigh. BYEBYE.

must be exhausting to lose your own game.

im so tired.

you know how you are going crazy over someone and are mad worried when they are sick, but it's all behind their backs. then when they really do talk to you about their sickness you somehow react in a way that you didn't expect yourself to. like, super nonchalant. but the fact is that you are worried sick.......so now it seems to the person like you dont really care anymore but you are dying to tell them its not how you wanted to react its just natural to let them feel like you dont care anymore cos it would make things less complicated. and it just kills.

if thats the case then mission accomplished.

anyway you know sometimes you tell a friend how you feel about something in general,
eg. take what i blogged about just now for example. so you tell your friend like, "you know sometimes i rly wanna tell somebody that i do care and stuff but i end up doing the opposite thing. sucks right."

and the very next thing your friend asks is "who?" then they start guessing names.
wth, i never ask you to play Guess Who with me whytf you so kaypo man. i mean EVEN IF its somebody you know, i would have mentioned names if i felt comfortable doing so fucking morons.

bloody tired lor. school not even started fully and i already feel like killing myself. afternoon sessions seem to be particularly distracting and tiring. anyway i fell down today and it was super embarrassing but whatever.....................

sometimes jokes can go overboard.

learn from the mistakes of others because you cannot live long enough to make them all by yourself.

awwwwwwwwwwww

okay so i finally said bye to my long hair today!




and now i look like......................................

a kid. KILL ME.

ANYWAY MY HAIRDRESSER DAMN CUTE HAHAHAHAA HAAHAAHAHAAHAHAHA OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. im gonna rant to everyone tmr HAHAHAAHAH IM SO GOING BACK THERE TO CUT MY HAIR THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

i ABHOR bus rides where i don't have a seat. fuck peak periods!!!

shucks, i never fail to end up in self pity.

these days i don't have much to say anymore.

ah, nothing i love more than a new day. cos then every mistake made yesterday would be in the past now.

i think online blogshops who put like '$1 off if no questions asked!' are like stupid or something. i mean we're paying for your stupid stuff here the least you could do is to like answer our enquiries so that we'll be paying with a peace of mind ya know what i mean? like its not like they go to a store, pick out whatever they want and cash out. and you can't even compare real life shopping to online shopping cos you dont get to see the 3D version of what you're buying and you can't really put the stuff against yourself and see if you look good in it ya know?

and as long as you are selling something and i am the potential customer it means you have to provide SERVICE and the customer always has a right to ask you questions. and dont even throw me the 'but online shopping is supposed to be quick and easy as opposed to doing shopping outside' argument cos as long as you are spending money you have a right to know what quality, details and stuff the product is right? okay im not talking bout those filthy rich brats who just buy and buy and stuff.

therefore even though i see some shit that i really really dig in the above mentioned type of blogshops i refuse to purchase from them cos they're basically like trying to psycho you into shutting up and buying their stuff cos of a stupid $1 off so PEOPLE DONT BUY FROM SUCH STUPID SHOPS OKAY.

right. thats just like a rambling complain in my head and i had this surge of energy to type it all out. anyway i think my blog is like semi twitter style cos its like i have so much to say but they all happen at different moments and it really just seems like im blogging alot but yea i am but thats cos im so lazy to note down what i wanna blog about and then blog in a chunk later on ya know..............

why does the heart go on?

damn she's my idol.

'love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
and never let go till
we're gone.'

i need a makeover.

2010 resolutions.

well i can't look back on my 2009 resolutions because that blog is long gone. pfft. but here's some resolutions i really wanna try to keep....

1: be less impatient with stupid people.
2: be a little faster in giving replies so i wont get angry when people scream at me for being so slow.
3: quit peeling my lips when i have nothing to do
4: SMILE SMILE SMILE (that's a tough one)
5: be nicer to my parents.
6: stop ignoring my sister (grunts count as a reply sis)
7: stop cancelling on people.
8: don't be so apathetic to people's problems haahahahahahaahah
9: dont be so self conscious
10: dont take everything to heart learn to laugh things off even though i rly wanna say wtf to the person hahaha

OKAY THATS ABOUT IT HAHAHA.

cherryl jay says (12:51 AM):
*do your resolutions!!!!! :D
cherylyeozz@gmail.com says (12:52 AM):
*DONT WANT
*WONT KEEP ONE
cherryl jay says (12:52 AM):
*HAHAHAHA
*MINE V REALISTIC THIS YR
cherylyeozz@gmail.com says (12:53 AM):
*YAR AM READING
*HOW COME DONT HAVE
*BE PUNCTUAL
cherryl jay says (12:53 AM):
*HAHAHAAHAHA OH YA!!!
*COS THATS UNREALISTIC HAHAAHAAH

anyway you know what i like!!! i like those friends that even after not talking to them for AGES you still can talk cock like when you used to talk to them v often!!!! hahahaha i think one of those v special friends of mine is dilys!!! hahahaha talk to her will naturally high one! heehee!

ok people. staying home does not equal to no life, not happening, whatever you want to call it. if your families suck and you can't stay home in peace then too bad for you so if you dont wanna piss me off, firstly stop asking me why i never go out. and secondly stop saying i have no life.

): school is starting. nothing to look forward to in school.
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haaappy 2010!

went to play bball with john jon reuben today. met jiawen for awhile too hehe. wah i think bball is srsly my favourite sport now. haha i hope i lost some fats.

anyway, its customary to look back at 2009 and just take a second to reflect on the year as it was. so here goes!

1) Alevel results, which didn't really matter hahaha
2) Working with pea & surviving her 30days of screaming wake up calls (fyi, it IS A BIG DEAL HAHA)
3) Finally getting over giant.
4) Entering SIM, making new friends
5) My awesome birthday picnic
6) I met you.
7) Sitting on the flyer for the first time :D

After that it was just really all a blur. just staying home all day cos i dont feel like going out. well overall the year really did suck pretty much and i really want to bury this year away, deep into my memory. because some thoughts are just too painful to keep around.
i guess i really did mature alot in 2009. it is with these experiences that i start to fill myself with its lessons that follow.. i guess the most painful lesson of the year is that some things really can't be forced.

well! time to start the year with a smile! (:
so...

love y'all!
p.s dont laugh at my drawing

i hate it when people dont give me practical advice/tell me to do stupid things.

examples.
me: shit luh need to lose weight man
them: go london weight mngment!

fuck you if i had the money to go london weight you think i will still waste time talking to you anot.

me: wahhh look at all the happily married people
them: go find your jay chou!

fuck, if i could i would you know.

and the list really just goes on but am too pissed to continue. dont they know such comments just make them appear really fucking stupid. god, i hate stupid people who make themselves stupider by saying stupid things.

like srsly whats with ppl who dont talk to you for damn long but in btwn periods just come throwing all their problems with you and after their done you dont hear from them for another few weeks or sth. like HUH find someone else losers.

What is the symbol of your personality?
Cherryl's result is Veil
You thrive on ideas. Sometimes you are like the naked branches of winter, raw and real and true, the weathered rocks of life, the rough barks of trees, but that's yourself when you are being creative. You are very creative: you have so many ideas and characters and drawings and things swimming inside your mind. Your personality sometimes takes shape of those characters and things, and sometimes you make people confused. Your emotions, most of your life, have been veiled. You have been living a hidden life inside your closet of emotions and thoughts that you feel like you look at the world very differently. When you talk to people, sometimes, it's like script. People think you're interesting. They want to get to know more about you, and sometimes, you let loose things because you are glad to let go of some things and to share some secrets, but other times, you leave them disappointed, veiled again. You have a difficult and complex personality, but once someone is fond of you, they can never let you go--you're just as attracting.


aw! the com knows me better than i do!

Words of Wisdom #2: Money is not meant to be served

Alcohol.
The cause of & solution to all of life's problems.

went to meet nich at bugis today. planned on catching avatar 3D 2.45pm but the seats were filled to only the front row so super bo bian, bought 6pm show. i was totally sulking over spending $11 bucks on a movie ticket and i was being a total bitch to nich HAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAAHA WHATS NEW WHATS NEW. anyway i was damn sian about wasting time from 3-6pm and i rly just wanted to go home HAHAHAHAHA I HATE WALKING ARND AIMLESSLY IN SHOPPING MALLS. I HATE IT SO BAD. IM NOT A NORMAL GIRL WHO CAN GO INTO ANY DAMN SHOP AND SHOP I NEED TO GO OUT WITH A REASON. so that was quite a painful 3 hours.

but totally worth it cos avatar was SUCH a good movie!


woah you need to catch it people!

bumped into yixiang after the movie :D then went V8 to eat with nich.


my citrus salmon sucked im gonna stick to the fried one next time.

ANYWAY I BOUGHT THIS BOOK HAHAHA I JUST LOVE THIS KINDA STUFF.

im gonna post one line from that book everyday haha.

did i mention my dad bought me a Bentley? HHAHHAHAHHA

next time when i have my own Bentley im gonna put touch sensors so that people cant put their hand on my car and take a picture with it ;)

WORDS OF WISDOM #1: Do not disregard your mistakes

wellllll don't say i didn't try! i slept at 1 something but this was really the max i could go hahaha.

anyway went out with my parents today hahaha they are damn funny homg.

dad: stupid pigeons keep shitting on the roof..
mum: ar... you pour oil on the roof then they can't even land hahahaha (my moms extremely cute when she's excited)


ANYWAY I AM SUPER TROUBLED ):

okay today wasnt that awesome in my opinion.
firstly i slept at 7 and forced myself to wake up at 9 to meet a seller at the airport. i got ready, left the house then messaged her to comfirm which terminal and she told me she forgot to bring the item out. homg. i was already on the bus la. i wanted to jump out of the window and die.

after that i took a bus back from the interchange right. it was a double decker bus so you know the bottom of the bus is of this layout right. the front seats then the row seats. okay IM THE ONE IN BLACK AND I SAT THERE FIRST OK THE WHOLE DAMN BUS WAS EMPTY.

THEN SOME JOKER GIRL IN PURPLE WENT TO SIT AT THE END AND HER BOYFRIEND OBVIOUSLY HAD TO SIT BESIDE HER RIGHT. SO WE THREE WERE SQUEEZED TOGETHER AT THE END OF THE BUS WITH THE POLE MAKING IT EVEN HARDER TO MOVE AND INCH AND HAVE I TOLD YOU THE WHOLE BUS WAS EMPTY. HOMG WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT COUPLE WTFFFF!!!!

sigh. people amuse me. anyhow, next song im gonna learn on piano.


RAYMOND LAM, MARRY ME HAHAHAHAHA.
heehee.

ohyes this is what i had for christmas dinner.




turkey, not chicken.

i cant wait to see what the new year has in store for me. i totally dont feel like going back to school though. things are going to be so different without.....
i couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
im still in love with you.

merry christmas.

if there's one thing i learnt in 2009 its that the resolution "don't emo" is impossible to achieve. because feelings are what make us human and life with only laughter is not ideal as we are missing out on what makes us human the most; to feel the pain of others.
God created us inclusive of all sorts of emotions to express ourselves and if, due to the many incidents, we feel something other than happiness in our lives yet we are unable to express it, it would be a tragedy. therefore, don't be afraid to cry for each teardrop is proof that we truly exist amidst this charade of joy.

last but not least, never compare your life with others because you have no idea what their journey is like.

homer simpson: 'i think he picked me because of my motivational skills! everyone always says they have to work alot harder when im around.'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HE'S SO DUMB AND CUTE

im so bloody fat and ugly.

did i mention i went jogging yesterday and last week with my sister? hehehe. that's so out of the blue for me. funny thing is i really feel like jogging again! i think once you start and get into the momentum you'd wanna keep going.

went to eat dinner at xinwangcafe, siglap after running yesterday and i bumped into bestf! hahaha. going shopping w joycey today! am excited because i miss the times when we didn't have any priorities and she'd come over everyday before my Alevels. haha, i know right. although we met last week it somehow felt very.. distant. something's not the same, hope i'll be with the same joycey this time.

omgomg. i keep seeing things i wanna buy online zz!!! i gotta stop going to sgflea!!!!! ):

我会选择放弃你
是因為我太愛你

okay there are two awesome things i want to blog about.

firstly, according to Lisa Simpson, water in the Northern Hemisphere (Asia included :D) always spins anti clockwise when being drained. its called the Coriolis Effect! hahaaha cool anot! its some physics law thingy but of course being a total physics idiot i can't be bothered to go understand how it happens haha. im gonna check it out later hahaha.

secondly, i just came to know what this beautiful thing is called.

its called an Aurora. pretty huh.
good thing is it can be seen in night skies in the northern hemisphere, which includes asia. bad thing is it can be seen more visibly from countries nearer to the norrth magnetic pole and singapore is not one of those countries. i think its around US area.

nonetheless, its caused by a chemical effect (damn, chemistry could have been fun) of collision between oxygen and nitrogen particles in the sky. and.........im too lazy to write out what happens here hahahahaha. im sure none of you morons actually read it anyway. this post was more for self reference to the things i find amazing in this awesome world.

anyway i've been drinking loads of water recently. like those huge 1.5 bottles that i used to drink coke from? yea now i drink water from it and it bugs me that my nose is starting to run nonstop. sometimes i feel that the water i drink goes straight to my nasal cavities and out of my body again. sheesh.

miserable at best.

its happening again.
i don't even think i've been myself for days.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #ALWAYS
still your scarce calls and texts.

what am i most thankful for?
the truth.
sometimes its the truth you've been trying not to face
or the truth that will change your life
sometimes its the truth thats a long time coming
or the truth that you pray will never see the light of day.

some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would
but they linger long after they've been said
but the kind of truth im most thankful for?
the one you nv see coming that falls right into your lap

xoxo, gossip girl.

heyall! okay cher came to pick me up on wed morning then we went scouting for a 24hour place to eat cos i was starving as usual. settled for xin wang cafe at katong!


caught up with each other for damn long haha till 7 like that. we met at 4plus hahahaha. bought breakfast for our families then went home hehe.

didnt sleep cos i know if i sleep i cfm cannot wake up so just stayed up till 12 then jon and joyce cabbed to my place to pick me up then cab to katong shopping center to sing k.
jonnie so cute! hahahaha he so handsome now la.


joyceyyy.


went to play pool.




then ate astons!


okay after that split ways. joyce cross road but jon and i same direction then he made me run damn far for the bus hahhaha cant believe i ran. but after that i almost died la. stitch + gastric + wanna vomit. duh after eating leh -_-
went my cousins house to collect stuff and rest there. hehehe natasha so cutezzzz. k then went home alrdy.

bloody tired, KOed at like 12plus. was supposed to go out w SIM ppl today but too tired, sorry sorry! i went jogging in the evening though. almost died, told my sis to call 911. lmao. omg i hate running to the core. there's not a single love for it in my heart. fuck it! hahaahah. okayokay. BYE.

HAHAAHAHAHAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO DAMN CUTE.

heyall !
went parkway with my mom today. i was chatting with the taxi driver when i received a text.

mummy: daddy say cannot talk to taxi driver.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA damn funny.

anyways. met cher at parkway!! ahhhhh! excited hahahahaa.

bought alot of random stuff! then my dad came after work, ate dinner together then went home.

i wanted to buy Sophie Kinsella's(my favourite author btw heh heh) Twenties Girl but i was so damn lazy to walk down to borderzzzzzzz..... i was at giant haha. so i just picked another book from giant and i chose this 70% because of its pretty packaging and 30% because i wanted to read a book hahahaahahahahhahahaha. THE RIBBON IS REAL LEH SO PRETTY RIGHT.



god, i am so versatile........................... HAAHAHAAHAHA KIDDING.



THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #4
bumping into bestfriend in the mall. hehe.

heyalllllllll!

awww i want a nice organiser! then i can write down whats happening each day and where i need to be hehe. i resorted to writing them on post its and sticking them in front of me......but it blends with the background so its kinda there yet not there haha.

and i painted my nails a super nice pale pink.

super elegant haha. a change from all my weird nails.

OMG MY SIMPSONS STREAMING IS WORKING. im going to watch!! oh yes, jon gave me this link just now. READ IT, CLICK HERE. so i've made up my mind that my parents are not being unreasonable when they don't let me go overseas with friends and it is totally necessary for them to worry about me. i actually wanna thank god for having such awesome parents (: i may not say it often, or at all but you know i love you guys plenty! oh and they brought me to eat stingray and lala just now haha. CRAVING SATISFIED. ((((((((((: have i mentioned how awesome lala is. -sighs at its awesomeness-


THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #3
when people attempt to sing in the car and it goes over a hump which makes their voice go out of tune.

to start, a picture of my favourite animals of course (:

went to mandai crematorium in the morning to visit my grandpa. i was damn surprised i managed to pull myself out of bed actually. met my dad's side of the family, went for lunch at FooHouse then my family went vivo.


im finally wearing this dress hehe. didn't wear it for sometime cos they were selling it everywhere and i didn't wanna be wearing the same clothes as someone else. (prom's traumatising experience brought over) haha.


anyway im only going to post like 2 pictures of myself although i took like *** and after i deleted there were still ** pictures HAHAHAHAHAH. jon don't tell people okay, embarassing hahaahaha.


anyway, I HAVEN'T GONE OUT FOR THE WHOLE WEEK YO. i mean with friends and actually its amazing im still happy hahaha. yar actually its already amazing for my to be happy on normal days. anyway got programmes lined up next week and i hope i dont spend all my money....... and jonnie please get me contacts soon hahaha.

oh i just got reminded of something. today my parents and i headed to toastbox as usual for teatime. and there were 3 tables joined together and a couple was occupying the outer 1st table. means 4 seats left right? that bitchface put her bag on the table next to theirs and refuse to move it even after my dad sat down to use that table. please la bitchface with your golden ugly bag, we have 3 people, you have 2, or 1? considering your boyfriend is so scrawny and you are so phat. i know your mother never teach you la so let me do you the service, it is common courtesy to move your cccccccb bag from the table if youre not using that space. i mean HOW RUDE IS IT TO LEAVE YOUR BAG ON THE TABLE WHEN ANOTHER FAMILY IS USING THAT TABLE LA. cb no respect. should have kicked your chair damn hard when i was walking out or push you from behind into your stupid teh peng. wah, cannot tolerate people with no consideration for others.

hahahahahahahahah sorry. always end up talking like a lianzzzz when im upset. hehe.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #2
when a grown up asks a toddler to do something over and over and is completely ignored. im sure you can picture it hehe.

AHHHHHHH RATS/MICE ARE DAMN BEAUTIFUL!

hehe. anyway i'm in a good mood today cos i've received more compliments than i usually do in about 2years HAHA. kidding. but i've decided to blog about one thing that makes me smile, every single day! in a way i'll count my blessings and it'll make me happier to think about them (:

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #1
when guys act very hostile and mean to you but when you need comfort they give it to you and as time passes they confide in you too. and past all these moments they are still very mean hahahahaha! i like that they have a softer side luh!

heh, bye!

heyall.

am at my cousin's place now. hopefully i will wake up earlier and do something with my life instead of sleeping till 5pm everyday. money problems stink. anyhow, am looking forward to working with jiahui and cherish, like finally a job with familiar faces right.

anyway like every other semester so far, i am pretty psyched for sem3. i'll be learning managerial accounting (which i heard is alot harder than financial accounting, shit...), managing human resources and principles of marketing. there'll be another presentation for marketing and i heard its going to be filmed. noooooooooooooooo. presentations are the bane of my life in SIM. anyway as usual, i think human resources will be the memory subject and the rest will be pretty technical..... hope sem 3 comes quicker.

anyway this time of year has always been exciting. what, with christmas on its way and a whole new year ahead. a time where families become closer just for the season and resolutions are made and kept for about a month. wow, whats not to love? i remember cher and i used to do our resolutions together w/o fail every end of year and amongst our list there will definitely be "eat less/ lose weight" haha.


hm. i think hopes are like eating. you feel hungry and you eat alot and for people like me who binge, you get so full it hurts your tummy and when you go for a dump everything just comes out again. you have so much hopes but till a certain point you just feel the pain and you learn to let go through whatever means..... i hope this stomachache will pass.

heyall.

first of all, HAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY WALZZZZ. :D (8/12)

loooooooooooooong story but didn't go for wchian's POP in the end. the mac computer thing came at about 1pm when i just finished bathing and this is the first and last time you will ever see me get changed in 10seconds tops. because i was so scared the delivery guy would just leave. he kept pressing the bell non stop, so kan chiong, make me very kan chiong also.........................

my cousin came over with her husband to collect the computer then she psychoed me into going over to her place so i did though i was like midway through my sleep (yup, at 3pm) haha. brought tasha down to the pool for fun. no actually my cousin and i had the intention to go for a tan because we were too lazy to go jogging and we figured that tan people look alot slimmer than white people so yea....


i splashed around and got quite wet!..........from the side of the baby pool......... not much you can expect from someone who cant swim huh.


yeppp. my cousin y'all.

she's married with one kid and one on the way. and she looks 19 -_- oh god haha. she's not even close to 19 ok. i hope i get my mom's side of the genes then can look young forever. haha. anyway i look damn spastic here but after analyzing i think its because i was frowning at the glare of the sun and trying to smile at the same time and no one really looks good frowning and smiling at the same time......

ate 3 bowls of rice for dinner with lotsa food. wow, damn satisfactory.


anyway it just hit me that im the most free among all of my friends. i'm forever the one thats always online. then i started to wonder why i am always so free haha. even during exam period i am still online for the better half of the day. awesome shit.

ugh i just ate a bar of Cadbury BOOST and it is the shit man. im so sick of it now. caramel and chocolate overload. zzzz. ok going to get my sleep now, only got 4hours of it last night. oh speaking of which i am really not 'impressed' easily. like if people tell me they only slept 6 hours for two days, or like didn't eat for 3 days only survive on water, or fall sick/stomach flu/damn high fever/etc, or whatever r/s problem etc....................... i will listen and advice when needed, give appropriate reactions but if you are expecting me to shower you with sympathy then its going to be quite hard..... i don't know. i just feel like sometimes people really tend to blow up the matter at hand? then again it may not be blowing up huh, maybe they are just feeling like that at the moment and need to tell someone?

haha like jon was saying the other time, some people like to put on their MSN nicks or fb statuses stuff like, " 6hours to exam and i haven't started! shit!" and expect people to tell them to "jiayou you can do it!". eat my shit luh. totally find such people damn annoying. "high fever 39.4degrees with cough/cold/sorethroat!" ....ok so you are sick. and by announcing it to the whole world what kind of attention are you expecting? -_- totally lame luh. "get well soon!! awww you poor thing!!" kiss my ass luh.

OH BTWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
omg i think nokia n97 bloody chio. i SO want it.


omggggg. looking at it makes me high haha.

haha bye.

i hereby swear i will never purchase any Apple products because their service is so LIKE SHIT.

so my cousins bought a new mac and its going to be delivered to my house. i dont know why though, maybe they aren't free or something. so my dad called Apple to check out the delivery time because as i said i need to attend wchian's POP w val.

Apple's reply?
9am to 9pm.

that is so knnbccb please!? so what im supposed to stay home for 12hours and wait for you to come!?!!??!?!!??!!? nabei! now im damn flustered because i dont know if i can make it in time to leave the house?! sheesh. great start to my day, really.

heyall.
im supposed to just stay home for the week because i am broke, again. but guess i needa leave the house tomorrow to attend wchian's POP with V. plans to jog are a ghastly failure and i am consuming more than my body can take therefore all plans to slim down during the hols have also come to a halt. mm, can't get enough of them junk food.

i often wonder why people in a bad mood like to eat alot. not only food actually, it seems like everything they do is of an extra dose. extra loud music, super big reactions, its like everything they do is exaggerated. just wondering. am not in a bad mood myself, i just like to eat alot. infact im in an even better mood than i've always been. i hope i didn't just jinx it. pfft.

i'm happy if you are.

i have to keep reminding myself that my life is not a drama.


went out with samzzz, yixiang, adrien and fandy yesterday. ate at ding tai fung raffles then went suntec to chill while sam went to find her friend for awhile. after much persuasion fandy and adrien finally gave in and we went to sit flyer hehe. student price only 10bucks huh, must experience at least once in your life what right. but it was nothing big luh. just a very very VERY VERY slow ride. and it didn't seem so long but it really took 30minutes to go up and down. awesome huh. anyway. ate at makan sutra after that. stingray and lala! <3 i love lala ttm man. after that some things went wrong and sam yixiang and i walked to clarke quay to go home (:

tadah. okay maybe i'll post the other pictures maybe i wont. pretty lazy uh.


pfft. to hell with everything thats happening.

heya! so exams are over and i've been catching up on my lost sleep for years. hahaha. actually not really also luh. okay i know im very very slow and i refused to watch this show when everyone was crazy over it but BOYS OVER FLOWERS IS SO NICE HAHAHAHA HAHAAHAH. LEE MIN HO DAMN HANDSOME IN THE SHOW -GASPZZZZZZ- hehehe.

okay just a short one. im going back to watching bof haha.

hihihihihi! last paper tomorrow but i feel like its all over already cos i want to kill myself over accounting hahahaha......................... still can't believe i screwed up.. anyway. ate dinner with samzzzz in school then headed home to get val's stuff and headed out again to meet her. went town but couldn't find anywhere suitable to eat/do so headed to aljunied instead. called innzhengzzzz out for supper! ate he ji bao then dou hua and youtiao at some other place.


i just like this photo alot. haha!


also, gee people who don't know.........
Fang Da Tong is not even the original singer for Nothing's gonna change my love for you. its George Benson for goodness sakes. classic oldies will always sound better when it's sung by the original singer.

i've been having cramps lately. like REALLY bad ones. and i have never had cramps in my life so why does my bloody uterus choose to contract now huh. omg? is child birth this painful. how is army life even comparable to what women have to go through huh? army is like bloody 2 years of your life and all the guys are whining like babys. dude, if you suddenly had blood coming out of your dick every month i'm damn sure you would choose NS anytime.......

still no plans for the hols. while everyone is flying off to some place, lao niang will be stuck at home doing god-knows-what....... haha, story of my life.